Sigh ~ after seeing her blog i felt very sad too !!! Why do i feel sad?? seriously i dunno what am i feeling sad ~ guess i seriously fall in love with her already ... or maybe it gets deeper and deeper le . As she felt sad i'll felt the same too. I seriously hope everything will be better and fine for her , i know i can't cheer you up or do anything when you are seriously breakdown . How i wish i could be by your side right now . How i wish i could be able to go through all these hard times with you but i'm stuck in camp !! Everytime i know that you are sad or down i really wanna go find you but i cant book out or what . T.T GOD !! Girl you know how much i wanted to go find you? Do you know how much i missed you? I can say you don't . The clock is ticking every second , how i wish the time can past fast so that i can get to see you soon. I dunno how soon but i really wanna meet you . I don mind where you wanna go, you wanna go club i don mind go along with you , as long as i get to see you i already happy le . But not only this uh, i also wanna talk to you like how we normally chat on phone . Sigh ~ I now feeling very low. You didn't text me at all , i'm very worried about you now, do you know that?? My heart beat getting faster and faster ... I dunno what's the outcome for both of you but i don't care what's the outcome!! As long as you don struggle and stay happy i already very happy le .. I'm seriously no mood to do anything now .... And GIRL, can promise me that you won't keep saying those painful words? a knife stab through your heart ?? I bet you dunno how pain my heart felt when i saw that? :( As you know i wanted to be with you but if being with me doesn't makes you feel happy then i guess i'll just have to hide and look after you and watch you smile , watch the way you laugh and etc. I know it's really stupid to do all these but i got no other choice And you better stop asking me go find other girls because i'll never do that . You can say i'm stubborn or what , i just wanna be by your side everytime you are down or sad that's all . The best is that i can get to be with you !! that's all !!! :( Got no mood to do anything now.. Shall stop here le . ~
JoeL Signing out ~!
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