06 oct .

I seriously dunno what i should do right now........ what choice should i choose??? T.T Hearts so PAIN !!! I dont wan others !!! i just wan her !!!! there is no more better than her anymore !!~ 我好不容易找到我真的爱的人，为什麽天要这麽对我!!

Monday , 04 October 2010 ~

I'm back to blog le . Today just went to movie with cynthia and huiqi , i'm happy when i saw her. I just felt this way dunno why.. Now at volcano blogging and facebook-ing , i dunno why i keep wanted to interfere in whatever stuff she doing .. I seriously dunno why lo. Everytime i wants to know who she's talking on phone with, going out with, clubbing with, who she texting with , but i know i cant go on doing all this... i should't have interfere in whatever stuff she doing because i'm nobody to her and im not her boyfriend either .... After so long then i found out that seriously i dont understand myself at all !! I wanted her to be happy and i wanted to be with her ... But now i just want her to be happy that's all .... Sometimes my mood just affect her .. Now i know when she's with me she can never be happy ........... I guess i'll just stop here ba... Cant go on anymore ... If not my tears will run down my face .... take care peoeple and for those who is in a r/s , LAST LONG ~ take care my love !~ will always love you !~
Joel Signing out ~ o(T.T)o